Sunday, June 8, 2014
May I continue with blogging? (My strange dream last night)
To be honest with you, it's not uncommon for me to have Sung in my dream. It's one of my favorite skill sets to please myself. (I know I start sounding weird here, but that's actually who I am -- weird.) However, my last night dream did not please me, unfortunately. I was waiting for Sung to come out from a building to say how much I love his new show. I can hear people talking inside the building including Sung's voice. I was so excited to see him in person. But the person who came out of the building first saw me and told me that "Sung does not want you to continue writing your blog about him because it's seriously disturbing him and his family." I was very upset. "Which part of my blog is bad?," asked I. "Everything." :( Then, I saw Sung also came out. I felt very sad to see him after knowing that he does not like what I've been doing. "Is it really bothering?" "Yes. You should stop immediately without asking any more question." orz......
I was still very sad when I woke up around 4am this morning... and couldn't go back to sleep because it was not clear to me if it really happened or not... but after 5-10 min., I realized it was a dream. Bad dream.
I guess I have a little bit guilty feeling somewhere about this blog. Posting unofficial images and writing whatever I want to say. In addition to that, I think my brain sometimes mixed up Sung and my hubby somehow, and when my hubby is not happy with something, I tend to believe Sung also may be unhappy. Or I may be just tired. I really hope I'm not making anyone unhappy.